upset

I'm feeling really upset right now. I think I may have lost 2 items from UrbanOutfitters in the mail! One is a white crochet kimono top and the other a lacey slip I was hoping to wear next week! It's been more than a week since the organiser posted my items out, and NO SIGHT of them in my mailbox.

I've never really lost anything through normal postage before; save for a top eons ago which I believe was from a dishonest seller who never posted the item out!

But this time round everyone else in the spree [including those who opted for normal mail] have already received their items, SAVE FOR ME.

And the items are not cheap. They cost me abt S$40+ odd, close to S$50. And GONE. Just like that. 

Someone must have stolen it; or taken it for their own after seeing my lovely items.

Curse the person who did tt! 

I CURSE you such that you will break out in hives after wearing the clothes that belong to ME. That I PAID for with my hard-earned money.

I CURSE you such that you will lose your items after having taken items that don't belong to you. 

I CURSE you to have a year of bad luck ahead!

BLOODY HELL I am both pissed and upset!!

never again

I paid for the mistake I committed last night, in full, this morning. I only went to bed at 4+ am, but by 8am I was awake - because my tummy felt so upset that it refused to let me sleep any longer. Rolled around in bed feeling sorry for myself, before dragging myself out of bed, washed up, and complained to Mum abt how I wanted to puke, but nothing was coming out.

By 9am I couldn't take the feeling anymore - so I went to the washroom, squatted in front of the toilet bowl, and stuck a finger down my throat. -shudder- I know, how disgusting; but then everything tt was making my tummy upset came out of me and into the toilet bowl.

I'd forgotten how horrible and terrible the feeling of puking is. I haven't puked since I was in pri sch I think. And now, why?

All because of this evil drink called Long Island Tea. I've heard how potent it was - how bad it tastes, but yet how fast you can get high on this. My friends wanted to get drunk [I only wanted to get high] and so we took a gamble and ordered this. 2 jugs, since there was 1-for-1.

After the first sip, I moaned abt what a mistake it was to order tt drink, cos it tasted so bad. By the end of the night, I vowed never to order such a drink again. And by this morning, I swore never to touch a single drip of tt drink again.

After clubbing for 6 years, this is the first time I've puked. Sure I've gotten high plenty times and got myself drunk a couple of times, but I was always proud of the fact tt I've never drank so much tt I puked. Not tt I drank a lot, just tt it's a potent drink. And I absolutely abhor it.

Shit - there goes my clean record of not ever puking. But I've learnt my lesson. Last night was fun, but it's not worth it, to have fun and then suffer tt sour taste of vomit in your mouth.

On another note, I HATE e-learning week. N.*.e. is just so full of crappy shit - the technology is so poor, yet they want to implement e-learning for us. It's just another ploy for them to dump more work on us. I can't wait to get out of this crap place and this ulu jungle called n.t.u.!

And as you can tell by now, I'm in a shitty mood. And it doesn't help tt I'm pms-ing as well. Hrmphh.

butt pinchers deserve to have their hands chopped off

Some idiot guy pinched my butt while I was in Phuture wednesday night. I don't care if it was supposed to be a compliment tt someone wants to even pinch my butt, it's still sexual harrassment. And I don't care that it was in a club or tt it was pitch black and super crowded, that's no excuse for me to tolerate being molested.

Damn idiot. If I had known who he was, I wld have glared and pinched his hand [my first instinct wld be to slap him, but then its best not to make a scene].

And fyi, the pinch hurt. Alot. So much so tt I had to rub my butt, cos tt idiot pinched me really hard. Hallo - I know there's meat on my rear end but it's not crying out to be pinched okay. Even if it was to be pinched, it's not meant for just anybody to do it.

On a different note, I just went and straightened my hair yesterday. Now I have super flat hair, but it's soft and silky and tt's all tt matters to me now! Hee

As weeks go by, this week hasn't really been a good one for me at all. Firstly, I came down with stomach flu - my first ever in 22 years of life. Even though I didn't had it as bad as some of my friends, I still experienced nausea and bloatedness throughout the entire period. To the extent tt I had to bring my orange peel pieces whenever I stepped out of the house, to combat the nausea.

One wld think I'm pregnant or smthg, at the rate tt I was popping the orange peels. It also resulted in me having only 2 meals for 4 days, but erm I doubt I actually lost weight over it. Which is so sad! I was hoping to, you know, lose a few kilos over stomach flu. Hah!

Then I had a bout of unhappiness with the boyfriend as well, although we've sorted it out by now. But still, it left a damper on my mood for about a day or two.

Also, I bought 2 dresses and a top this week - contributing to my already rapidly-depleting funds. Even though er-jie said tt I can use my next month's pay to offset my expenditure this month, but still, I have to really impose a shopping ban on myself, save for tt white shirt I need for Convo. Argh.

18 more days before the boyfriend comes home. 18 days - not a very long time, but not really a short time either.

And I'm pms-ing. I have this sian feeling about me, and I think its not really going to disappear anytime soon.

Ah well. I hope everyone had a better week than mine. You can't beat having stomach flu+disagreement with bf+being broke!

pissification

Elicia is feeling unhappy. As each moment passes by, her unhappiness is going to turn into slight anger, and she is going to be in a piss-y sort of mood.

So what set her off?

(i) Elicia's lecturer chose not to reply her email on whether she can miss a class due to a medical checkup; and because she is worried that a quiz might take place in her absence, she does not dare to skip the class. Her reasons for skipping class are personal. So don't ask.

(ii) Elicia can be by nature, quite grumpy at times. But there are certain things that will really make her unhappy with you. One of which being abrupt when you're talking to her, either to her face or through other means, like over the internet or over sms. This is exacerbated if the person is someone special, or someone who is important to her.

And when Elicia writes in third-person narrative, she is on the road to piss-dom. The flurry of approaching deadlines and a slight pms mood is not helping.

So beware her bite.