never again

I paid for the mistake I committed last night, in full, this morning. I only went to bed at 4+ am, but by 8am I was awake - because my tummy felt so upset that it refused to let me sleep any longer. Rolled around in bed feeling sorry for myself, before dragging myself out of bed, washed up, and complained to Mum abt how I wanted to puke, but nothing was coming out.

By 9am I couldn't take the feeling anymore - so I went to the washroom, squatted in front of the toilet bowl, and stuck a finger down my throat. -shudder- I know, how disgusting; but then everything tt was making my tummy upset came out of me and into the toilet bowl.

I'd forgotten how horrible and terrible the feeling of puking is. I haven't puked since I was in pri sch I think. And now, why?

All because of this evil drink called Long Island Tea. I've heard how potent it was - how bad it tastes, but yet how fast you can get high on this. My friends wanted to get drunk [I only wanted to get high] and so we took a gamble and ordered this. 2 jugs, since there was 1-for-1.

After the first sip, I moaned abt what a mistake it was to order tt drink, cos it tasted so bad. By the end of the night, I vowed never to order such a drink again. And by this morning, I swore never to touch a single drip of tt drink again.

After clubbing for 6 years, this is the first time I've puked. Sure I've gotten high plenty times and got myself drunk a couple of times, but I was always proud of the fact tt I've never drank so much tt I puked. Not tt I drank a lot, just tt it's a potent drink. And I absolutely abhor it.

Shit - there goes my clean record of not ever puking. But I've learnt my lesson. Last night was fun, but it's not worth it, to have fun and then suffer tt sour taste of vomit in your mouth.

On another note, I HATE e-learning week. N.*.e. is just so full of crappy shit - the technology is so poor, yet they want to implement e-learning for us. It's just another ploy for them to dump more work on us. I can't wait to get out of this crap place and this ulu jungle called n.t.u.!

And as you can tell by now, I'm in a shitty mood. And it doesn't help tt I'm pms-ing as well. Hrmphh.