Obsessive Compulsive Behavior

There I was, attempting my very best to start on my Lexi paper, when I decided to google "mambo+night", since I have the intuition tt its most probably something very Singaporean. I googled it in blogs, and guess what - I got hooked on surfing blogs -_- very intelligent, elicia. What started off as research ended up as blog-hopping.

Well, I got the corpus I needed, but in like, an hour longer than it should have taken me.

It was 3pm before I realized tt lunch time had come and gone, so I decided to heat up the instant luo mai kai as lunch. Coupled with a glass of soya milk, I brought the food into my room to continue my voyeuristic reads and eat at the same time. As soon as I had half of tt tiny packet of luo mai kai, I realized, I was full. Full as opposed to hungry; not full as opposed to being bloated okie?

Conclusion? If you want to go on a diet, stay at home. The lack of available food, add to that the laziness of going to the foodplace downstairs to dapao food, and I guarantee, you will lose weight. Okie, you need to exercise as well.

I think I am getting a little too obsessed with my weight. I weigh myself practically every morning to ensure tt only weight loss has occurred, and not weight gain. I obsess about how much weight I've lost; and moan about how much more I want to lose. The only satisfaction is looking better in my old clothes and being able to fit into clothes tt I have doubts I could have fit into earlier, pre-weight loss.

It is a bit scary. I doubt I'm turning into an anorexic [since I don't display the symptoms of one and I'm still having meals]; but it may be a OCD with my weight.

Oh no.

Back to smthg less serious, I've found a few blogs written by cute males! Haha. And one of them turns out to be a friend of a friend, on friendster. I really believe we're all connected in some ways, but sometimes the coincidence does make you wonder.