horrible disgusting foreign languages

Just typed a whole entry and *poof* it disappeared. Sigh. Not really my day today.
I am beginning to really detest anything to do with morpho-syntax…that I can spend 3 hours in school trying to analyze and find patterns in some data, and at the end of it, end up not being really productive and nothing much to show for. *sigh* I’m really getting demoralized by this module, and I can’t afford to get anything worse than a C [if I want to pull my CAP up] and thing is..I think I might just end up with a big fat F. I’m so discouraged I’ve even toyed with the idea of skipping the final exam; but no no no, must stop such thoughts! Plus the fact that my data is in some weird language called Toba Batak isn’t really very helpful – and where in the world would I ever apply such knowledge?

Feeling a little bit down…the Boyfriend is unwell and down with some flu-like thing. Now I feel guilty for having dragged him to ntuc just now to buy fruits and food when he could have gone home earlier to rest. *sad* Added to that, I missed two of his calls just now when I was in the hall watching tv, and when I finally picked up the call, I had a unwell + a little grouchy person on the other end. Its not his fault though, cuz I know how frustrating it is for someone to miss my calls. The Boyfriend is already in bed…and I feel a little lonely, cos there’s no one to call me later to wish me wan-an *sniffles*

Must tell you guys about what happened to me this afternoon on my way to school. I was at the bus stop, minding my own business and sms-ing, when this ang-moh came up to me and went “yo~ got a lighter?” –blank stare- “uhm..nope, sorry.” I mean, do I look like a smoker? Do I have yellow teeth and yellow fingernails and gross bad breath? Luckily for him I was too shell-shocked to respond, else I wld have asked the do-I-look-like-a-smoker question. Funny thing was, there were 5-6 other pple at the bus stop as well, but he didn’t even bother asking them. GrR.

Pls tell me truthfully…do I look like I even smoke? I hate cigarette smoke. And of all ironies, I get mistaken as a smoke-puffer. I need your opinion on this, peeps.

Missing the Boyfriend quite a bit right now…wish he could call me and I can hear his voice, telling me that he’s feeling much better already. *wistful*