Saturday, October 21

my short list

I amazed myself today - by forcing my butt to stay on my chair and stopping my fingers from moving my mouse to Maxthon instead of keeping it focussed on MS Word; it meant that I managed to complete 4 out of 6 parts for my analysis!

Lexi is so killing me. Not in an intellectual manner [fortunately, else I wld have killed many many brain cells after doA + lexi] but in a tiring, never-ending manner.

But I shan't bitch abt work, because it's like a vicious cycle. Once you complete one assignment, another one pops out. And it goes on till revision week - when you'd realize you haven't even done half of your required readings.

-_-" that's what always happens to me anyway.

I need to tell my friends how much I love them; because I'm taking a step back to count my blessings. Okie this is not in alphabetical order, just determined by how much time I've spent with them since the Break-Up.

Von von vonnie: How come I'm not yet sick of seeing you and talking to you? Haha. We spent more than 24 hours together cracking our brains out for doA; and yet I think I can still tolerate her. (: Even if I don't tell you this to your face [v mushy leh!] but I want you to know tt I've enjoyed every moment tt we've spent together, crapping, gossiping, bitching, but more so, the serious stuff tt we've talked about as well. *muakzs*

Er-jie: I think it was a good idea signing up for ABT together! Meeting you weekly, sharing torturous ABT classes and catching up with you abt life has always been smthg I've enjoyed. Somehow it makes me feel like we're back in jc again, getting the chance to talk more. Must remember that if you're really sure of what you want, just go on fighting for it alright? (:

Da-jie: Eh. I saw you a lot post-Break Up but now you've faded away. Don't let fyp kill you okie, I still need you to be ard for me! Hee

Lin liyi: I'm glad tt we've become closer friends after the Break Up; and we shld have more spontanous dates! Haha. You know I love you too lah, right? (:

Candice: Even though we haven't had much chances to talk, but just seeing each other at Medications each week helps. I know you're super busy with assignments and all, but still need to take time out to breathe once in a while and just live life without worrying so much. *hugs*

uncle_foolish: Actually, you're one of the main pple I have to thank for me being where I am now today, emotionally. If not for your company day and night [haha, you know what I mean!] I don't think I wld have recovered tt quickly. Just remember tt I'll be there for you shld you need me too alright? Just don't keep telling me the NGFL theory and I won't bash you. Heh.

Eups and Qing: Where's the effort we told ourselves we'll put in! Hrmph. But you were there for me too, when I felt so bad abt everything. And every small little act counts (:

*hmm* Have I forgotten anyone else? Haha, if you think you belong on my list, tag me okie! [but tt is not a sufficient condition for you being included either!]

Remember how a mth ago I was asking abt my silver lining? I think I've *sort of* found it - in the closer friendships I have now with my girlfriends, and in the new [male. haha] friends tt I've made as well. =) and I am happy again!

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