I feel somewhat in a depressed state of mind. Considering the fact that the boyfriend is back from his detachment; and the fact that we just spent so much time together this week since he's back; plus the two nights of fun mahjong games... it just feels so ironic.

Was I happier when he was away, and I was pre-occupied with work, and friends?

I hope this cloud blows away soon. At least we're going to have a five-day break from each other this coming week. 

On one hand I feel rather sad tt I feel this way, but on the other, I don't know how I should feel.

I hope the clouds clear up soon.

And I think, like qq, my uterus is semi-depressed.