past history

Just heard a song playing on Class 95, and I caught a drift of the lyrics - and I heard enough to want to search for the entire song online; and even downloaded it.

Its another slow song by Gloria Estefan [the only memorable thing abt her was tt I think she performed at the Olympics before]; which is surprising cos usually people associate her with fast numbers to heat up the Latino dancefloor with. Its called "Anything For You", btw.

I'm not sure if I shld put up the entire song here, its slightly long. Maybe I will in the next entry. Most of the words ring rather true of how I'm feeling, which is perhaps the reason why I relate to them.

But I've also come to realize tt one of the reasons why I'm beginning to feel empty these days is the lack of companionship. Or rather, male company. I'm also beginning to have certain thoughts in my mind tt I haven't had in a very long time, and those thoughts are heady and exciting on one hand, and a little scary on the other.

I am beginning to see an old part of me resurface. And as of now, whether this part of me will really get a chance to come out again, its still too early to tell.